I'm not sure if this is some sort of post exam stress i may be suffering from, life never came crashing down this hard ever. I've seem to have lost myself along the timeline of the year, incapable of feelings, my ice hold heart craves for the sweet old warmth that would encompass it. Along with it, gone my ability to conjure beautiful little poems in my mind, ones that fed my negative thoughts. Never has it been harder to forge a smile. The weight of my friendships, dance and studies grows ever so overwhelmed, like weights attached to me, im barely holding on. In spite of all that has happened, i'm truly surprised I'm still going. Oh well who would have known positivity was never a permanent thing. Gosh.. look at me, pathetically typing away on my keyboard, feeding a website with sentences that have no utter meaning, the obnoxious use of vocab, poets would barf upon reading it. But god damn, this works better than the binge abuse of cigarettes and alcohol, who would have known that typing away on a website helps so much with all these pent up feelings.
Tuesday, 9 June 2015
Sunday, 11 January 2015
Christmas
Its once again, the most wonderful time of the year! A Christmas feast accompanied by the joyous Christmas tunes and the compliment of family. And not forgetting, the chilly atmosphere of Christmas!
Well after all that, my first ever out of family Christmas party! It was really weird though, playing games and shit, it was almost like a camp of some sort. But it was fun.
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